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I'm a 30 something-year-old methadone maintained woman. Sometimes, I've a difficult time making it through the nights and days. Most of the time, actually.
Child abuse, molestation, mental illness, drug addiction, selling sex, suicidal ideation and all that other stereotypical crap? It's all here.
It is what it is.
Yet, I never thought I would break.
A few years ago that changed. I was assaulted in most every way.
Since then, I have been here. At home, in bed.
A self-imposed exile.
Broken and trying to find out how to fix it. Grasping for reality and hope.
This wasn't supposed to happen... was it?